im not the best artist in the world but i have to draw all the time , every day .

i do this for a number of reasons:
n ive always loved doodling since a was very young , drawig on the walls the floor the fridge an unfortunate plumber whos arm was too near me and my felt tips for his own good etc.

but another reason i love to draw is that i dont tic when i do it .

i have a disorder T.S aka Tourrets syndrome . i have a motor tic and a vocal tic ... i dont swear thats coprolalia and i narrowly missed that pain in the arse.

i have a bark and a neck twitch , can you imaginge chatting someone up and then barking loudly in their face ? be walkiing round the supermarket screetching and barking like a terrodactile and have old ladies point and bitch about you the whole way round (they dont hold their opinions in even about disabilities so thats why i dont like old people). i cant sit on the window seat of the train/ bus incase i head butt the window funny yes but after the hunderedth bruise it looses its charm trust me! it could be worse i know but after years and years you just want a bit of peice and for it to be lifted for just a day which wont happen BUT for every person their is an outlet that distracts theyir brain (even the broken part) and allows them to be practically tic free for a short period of time , some do yoga some play an instrament some haven found theyre dristaction yet and suffer 24/7 tics but i found thast when i was in art i was far less disruptive when i was sketching something i liked i was silent for minits to hours at a time and so i draw all the time hours and hours doodles and doodles and i love drawign always will